I have posted this in other outlets but not all of you are on there I think so yeah...

Last year I met a wonderful man through World of Warcraft. I got the chance to come to the USA for my sisters wedding in Las Vegas, Nevada.

I spent 8 incredible days with this man and never once was influenced by alcohol. *something I regret with past relationships*
And on my last day I asked him if I should return to my home country of Australia, or spend the rest of my life with him?
I could not see my life existing without him.
He asked me to stay and we got married on the 8th of August 2008.

In the start of September I found out I was pregnant and we were very happy.

Towards the end of October we found out my mother was dying of Cancer. That was very hard on me, as I have spent most of my life living near my family. I could not easily get back to them to help.

On the 5th of November my mother passed away, she couldn't bear to live anymore, the pain was too great. The Cancer had spread into her bones.

My wonderful Father paid for myself and my husband to fly back to Australia for the funeral. I spent 10 days with my family.

I was very happy with my growing belly and my new life.

On the 12th of Jan 2009 I lost my baby. My water broke too early and my baby was born without lungs or a working brain. I was 22 weeks. My baby's name was Jade and she was perfect. And I am still grieving her loss.

I will not give up the chance to have a child, so I am focusing on getting well so we can try again. My husband has been a great support to me, as have friends and family.

I made this account mostly to view other peoples artwork.